When praying about which name God had chosen for me, God focused my heart on the idea and commitment to doing His Holy Will. I am honored that God has chosen my name to be Sister Mary Annuntiata to remind me of how I am to imitate Mary's Fiat. She totally abandoned herself to God's Will in complete faith and love. I yearn to deepen my commitment to Christ at every moment with my own faithful fiat to His Will. Returning continually to the joy and hope of the Annunciation and the wonder of Love incarnate, I hope to surrender in humility to Christ. The constant cry of my heart is that His Will be fulfilled in me and all of His children.
Recently, I found a reflection I had written during my first retreat as a postulant. The last conference that had been given was on Spiritual Motherhood. As I approached the 4 th Station where Jesus meets His Sorrowful Mother, this is what struck my heart: What is the sacrificial love of a mother? It is the self-sacrifice made to love her children. Mary’s self-sacrifice to be there with Christ, her Son, in His passion was the selfless love that united her with Him. Her heart was pierced with 7 swords in the agony of watching her beloved Son endure a cross that He did not deserve, but which He embraced for the love of the Father and mankind. Could she not have said to Jesus, “You don’t have to do this, there are other ways. Do you know how much pain You are causing me and those who love you?” She knew He could have chosen any other way t...
Comments