At first when I started thinking of a Lenten grace to
write about I could not think of anything.
After all, I have not had any visions, been healed of a disease or
worked any miracles! But then I thought
about the greatest grace imaginable, the grace of falling deeper in love with the
One Who has called me to be His. This
has been His gift to me this Lent; the gift of knowing in a deeper way that I
am His and He is mine. The gift of
falling more in love with our Eucharistic God, Who even as I write this and you
read this, is waiting for us, waiting to shower His love on us. Not in some generic spring shower way, but a
torrential downpour on each of our souls.
This Lent Jesus has let me experience, even if it was just a little, His
presence in the Holy Eucharist. His gift
to me has been Himself and now I am trying to give Him in return what He is
longing for: my whole being. I pray that all of us will come to see the
immense gift of the Eucharist, to experience in an even deeper way the reality
of our total dependence on the Eucharist and Jesus’ great longing to unite each
of us totally with Himself for all eternity!
In the words of St. Peter Julian Eymard, “We have the Eucharist, what
more could we want!”
Recently, I found a reflection I had written during my first retreat as a postulant. The last conference that had been given was on Spiritual Motherhood. As I approached the 4 th Station where Jesus meets His Sorrowful Mother, this is what struck my heart: What is the sacrificial love of a mother? It is the self-sacrifice made to love her children. Mary’s self-sacrifice to be there with Christ, her Son, in His passion was the selfless love that united her with Him. Her heart was pierced with 7 swords in the agony of watching her beloved Son endure a cross that He did not deserve, but which He embraced for the love of the Father and mankind. Could she not have said to Jesus, “You don’t have to do this, there are other ways. Do you know how much pain You are causing me and those who love you?” She knew He could have chosen any other way t...
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